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被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案, 然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题，再补上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题。
传给其他5个人，列出其他5个需要回答问题的人的名字。
还要到这5个人的博客里留言通知对方--你被点名了！
被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。
这5个人要在自己的博客里注明是从哪里接到的，并且再传给其他5个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现...

Those who are being tagged post own answer at the blog, discard one of the question you dislike, replace it with another answer of your own, so that there will still be 20 question.
Pass to another 5 person, and put in their name.
After let them know, go to their chatbox to notice them.
Those who are refuse to answer will not be blessed by others forever.
These 5 person need to tell that where they get this from, and passing on, do not send it back to the sender. Those who are being appointed will be blessed by everyone, and all of the dreams will come true.

我是被Moses点到名的!
I was tagged by Moses@secretkeeper86

1. 人生目标/梦想是什么? Your living target, dreams
I want to live me life in peace. No need to worry on wealth, health, hate no one and no one hate me..

2. 这辈子最快乐的是什么事? The happiest moment experienced in your life
At the time i realized the worthful treasure in my life is my family and my beloved. I sensed that i shall become mature and take my responsibility to guard them forever.

3. 最喜欢的颜色? Favourite colour
Silver, i could love either colour if it is blinking twinkly

4. 最喜欢哪个节日? 为什么? Favourite festival and the reason
Chinese new year- I can play fire crackers and swallow a lots of yummy snack, somemore the ang pow are delighting (Huuray~).

5. 你最想去哪个地方? 为什么? The place that you wish to go the most and the reason
Many places i wish to travel to, i'm just going to list some places appear in my mind now- Japan, beautiful scene, beautiful culture, simply love the sakura; Rome and greece, romantic and glorious land in my imagine.

6. 最受不了自己哪个缺点? What is your own weakness that you cannot accept and stand the most?
Weak in rejecting request from others, too emphasize on others' emotion. Yea and nay (weak will and slow decision making), lazy and and mad on enjoy life.

7. 如果有不开心的事情 你会怎么办? If there is something that caused you to be down, what you plan to do?
I will... sleep.. or... dreaming.. and find some reasons (or perhaps excuses) to enlighten myself.

8. 最害怕失去的东西? The things that you scare to lose the most
Family and my love. They are the everything.

9. 五年内比较现实的目标是什么? What is the most practical resolution to achieve within 5years?
Live in the way i live now..

10. 抚心自问, 你爱自己吗? Do you love yourselves?
Maybe. I care my safety and enjoy the enjoyable things. By the way, i sleep lately, i lazy, considered "Not Loving Myself", isn't it? =)

11. 说出点你名的人3个优点. List 3 advantages of the person who tagged you
Helpful, Caring. Good tempered. (correct?)

12. 你希望什么奇怪事会发生? What weird creature/thing that you wish to meet?
At the time i put my ATM card into the machine the balance shows "RM10,000,000.00"

13. 希望自己活到几岁? How old you wish to live?
I wish to live until i willing to leave the world.

14. 你最讨厌怎样的人? Which type of person that you hated the most?
Backstabbers!(give me 5! moses) and the one who crazy on pursue power, fame and wealth.

15. 对现在的生活满意吗? Do you satisfied with your current lifestyle?
No. I got no motivation on doing "proper and correct" things.

16. 什么是你最宝贵的东西? What are your precious things (item) that you treasured the most?
Every non-living things can be forsaken. sentiment, moral, my family and lover can never be apart.

17. 你认为遇到什么样的事情才会令你觉得人性很黑暗? What is your opinion on the characteristic of a person with bad personality?
Backstabbers.. betrayers.. cowards.. Arrogant on wealth..

18. 如果能让你实现一个愿望 会是什么? If you have a wish, what to do you wish for?
My family live in happiness and safety till the day i leave the world.

19.上帝会给你一样东西，也拿走了一样东西，你觉得会是什么? If God will give you a new thing and take away the old thing, what you think that it will be?
He take away my life (Whenever, i ll pass away in future like others do. It's fair). He give me Intelligence (I gained intelligence once i born on earth).

20. 你相信谋事在人，成事在天吗？ Do you believe that human do the thing while god decide the outcome?
Sure i do. Nothing you can garantee. Life's full of unexpected and surprises, everybody live different lives.

没答第20题..把它换掉了~~
I didn’t answer question 20 and replace it with new question~~

P/S: I haven't decide on tagging who to answer these questions. I will tag 'em when i have idea. =)

The swing of the pendulum 4 – Sin of the parents

以孩子之名，承受父母之罪孽

我没有思考太多，就给她发了一封短信。

[我们还蛮好聊的，和你聊天很轻松快乐。如果你不介意的话，我来当你的乾哥哥吧！有什么心事还是故事，你都可以和我分享，我一定会当你忠实的听众！以后你就叫我哥吧，我叫你妹。]

发出去后，感觉有些复杂。好像期待获得什么，又似乎还怕失去什么。

所以我相信，男生在某些情况下，做出的反应会比思考来得快。

还好她的回复没有让我的期盼落空。

{嗯！这是我第一次做别人的乾妹妹呢。哥，那以后我每天晚上都给你发一封日记好不好，我把整天发生的事告诉你，你帮我保管。}

这是我第一次也是为一次和一个小女孩认作乾兄妹，因为虽然我们不曾见过面，也才认识几天，但是她真得很乖巧单纯，讨人欢心。听过她的童年故事后真是让人不胜嘘唏，而我的骑士精神也这样被激发出来。

[当然可以啊！我是很喜欢和别人分享故事的人=)]

过了一阵子。

{哥，明天我没有上课，因为有一些事情。}

[什么事不去上课呢？旅行吗？]

{没有，明天我要上法庭。}

看到这一句，我相信很多和我一样没有心理准备的人都会吓一跳。

[为什么上法庭？]

{因为妈妈要和爸爸打官司，他们要领我的抚养权。其实已经上过几次了，但是都没有结果。}

我连法庭是什么样都没有亲眼见过。比我小两岁的她却已经数次在里面面对人生的分叉口。为什么上一代的罪，要让下一代来承受痛苦？

[你父母亲以前不要你，现在却来做这种无畏的争斗，是良心过不去么？]

{我不知道。。但是妈妈和后父说他们在明天的官司有很大的胜算。可是我心里却没有快乐，因为不论我跟那一边，另一边的人一定都会讨厌我，排斥我。}

我有一个美满幸福的家庭，家人相亲相爱。比起不曾体会家庭温暖的她，我显然是温室中的小花。以前的我，一直在挥霍这种幸福。现在心里充盈的是惭愧。

[不要担心，雨过总有晴天。不相信改变，不期盼明天的人，生命就没有价值了。虽然现在的你或许还没有改变现实的能力，但是只要你努力充实自己，长远的未来是由自己创造的，不要相信宿命，而是去撰写自己的命运。]

这晚，平静的心泛着朵朵涟漪。

（待续）

Today 28/7

Just back from Malacca, feeling vacuous. But life's always not so easy, we shall fight for our future right? dear Goo, i ll always believe in you =)
3 movies i watched in last few days - batman[the dark knight], red cliff and hell boy II. Dark knight is the best among. Moreover, this episode shall be the greatest one in batman movie series, I love the character of joker so much, so i plan to watch it again when I'm free.
Red cliff is an amusing movie.. it supposed to be a serious and epic war but the producer made it in the way of comedy..
hell boy II is ordinary..nothing surprising, but it's not that stuffy to watch too..
Today I didn't go for futsal, I went to carrefour with housemate, spent 70 on the food stuff, this's the first time i spent so much on these, i thought the stocking can stand for 1 month above..

At last, the good new is, finally i can online in hostel again.. the streamyx had been activated, so glad..

To my dear Goo

Life is empty without her.
i shared the happy hours with her on last few days.. just for Few days.
She's pure, she's innocence. Why she has to born in such a sadness and unfair family. She deserved a better life. I wish i was a knight, to save her from all the hurts and pain, could i?
I m sorry dear, i disappointed u. But i promise u, I ll bring u to [the place] after my final exam k?
Dear, dun stress your own for the education fee k? I'll be there to be your support always and all the challange ll be overcame.

Love you.

Karl

The swing of the pendulum 3 – Feeling Lost

听你说他的事，竟然有点失落

第三天，依然是炎热的下午。
回到家里，我习惯性的给她发了一封短信。
今天她比较迟回我，不过我还是很开心的开了短信。
{今天我经过隔壁班，我看见他在上课，他也看见我了，可是他没有跟我打招呼，我很紧张，脸很烫，很快就跑过他的课室，当时好想有一个洞给我钻进去。。}
我心里是一阵纳闷。。可是我不想去承认，于是我就试探性的问她。
[他是谁啊？]
{我的前男友咯，可是我们没有在一起了。。}
[为什么？]
{因为他不相信我说的话，他宁愿去相信后母的话，可明明是后母他们的错，他们把错推到我身上，他不听我解释，还很凶的骂我，然后不和我说话。之后我们分手了。。我朋友都说只要跟他解释清楚就没事了。我有想过打电话给他，可是每次都没有勇气拿起电话。。}
看完这封有点长的短信，我感觉到思绪有些紊乱，心里有些沉闷，就像在石锅里炖着一般。
隐隐约约觉得自己有一点奇怪，这是。。
[嗯，其实这是个可以消除的误会，如果你觉得他是一个很好的男生，值得你付出的男生，那就不要因为迟疑和顾虑让你们的隔阂越来越大。消除误会总是要有一方开始，鼓起勇气，即使做不回情人至少也能做朋友，不会见面时那么尴尬。]
打信息用了三分钟，按下发送键用了三分钟。是错觉？觉得神经很紊乱的跳动了几下，竟然觉得自己很伟大。。
{哦！我知道了，谢谢你^-^我会找机会向他解释的~}
看了几遍这封很短的短信，躺在床上脑袋有些空荡荡，一时没有回复的欲望。
她好像轻松一些了，可是我。。她的压力似乎从短信发到我这里来了。。
晚上，我和她聊天，她告诉我，在她小学时她亲生的父母亲离异了，爸爸有了情人，妈妈也有了情人，没有人愿意抚养她和唯一的弟弟。她在婆婆家寄住了好一段日子，直到上中学后，父亲领回了她，可是她在后母和她的五个孩子之中，总是被欺负，被排挤。她总是在泪眼模糊中入睡，在学校也很静，不敢和别人交朋友。当然详细的情形，来日方长，慢慢再谈。
看着她的叙述，我知道，她是一个很善良，很善良的天使。
虽然她有着不堪回首的童年，她不抱怨，她还是很感激上天，和“家人”，让她还有居住的地方，还有食物。娓娓道来，就像在说着别人的故事一样。
心头很热，我只想说，我很想保护她，不要再让她的梦破碎。然后，我做了一件我不曾做过的事。


（待续）